hi stranger.

Haven't been on here in a while. Have been meaning to write, but just haven't had the chance. So no progress with the hole in love with the best friend issue! Although i tried to connivence my-self that i had no feelings for him what so ever! And that i was silly to even think that i did, but now, not so sure? I haven't a clue! For example, the other day we were chatting online and said "i love you" and made me go all tingly! which then made me think that i must like him? But then have been chatting to other guys and thinking about them? Oh god who knows!! Why is everything so confusing!! Help?
Been doing some of my exam's (well trying to anyways) but failed both of them!I thing that i don't get i don't get with me is, just before an exam, why don't i get the hole butterfly in the stomach thing? you know, sweaty palms shitting a brick, i get any of that shit. I guess that it is just because i don't care enough, although i wish i did, but i just can't bring my-self too! Maybe that is why i'm getting such crap results all the time? maybe if i cared then i would revise and then i would pass? But then again, maybe not!
But abit more recently i've been ill for a couple of days now so i was raiding though my wardrobe and looked at everything in disgust! 'Is this really the shit that i put on everyday?' oh dear! so went onto ebay and set my-self up an account and now selling my stuff (basically everything i own!) on there to get enough money to re-do my wardrobe! (well to go to Camdem and get everything from there!!) It's my fav! Apart from the purvey old men asking you to flash them to get stuff cheaper! Well that isn't exactly true but that's a different story for another time.
And also am in love with Alex turner! He is like the love of my life! He's just Beautiful! And i hate the fact the he is with alexa chung! Who i also want to be! I want to be her!
So that is my plan for the moment! Well until i find something more existing to do! Anyways that's me, catch you later readers.