Life's perfect. The sun shining, brilliant exam results, amazing friends, the perfect boyfriend, people who i love, nobody to say a word about me or to say a bad word about them, the perfect bikini body, what perfection!
Lies. Only one of those is true, can you guess which one? Yes that's right, the sun shining. What an amazing feeling it must be to say those sort of things. Most of my friends hate me, i only have one best friend who i can tell everything to and i have a brilliant time with and i miss her because she doesn't really come into school but she told me that she is going to make more of an effort, which is good news. Exam's are going terribly! No boyfriend, i have got to be the worst person at relationships and i have not yet met somebody who is as shit as me. And everybody has got one or more bad word to say about me. Oh yes, perfection. The truth is, is that there is no such thing as perfect! Unless your middle name is perfect, then lucky lucky you!
Well sorry about the moaning, but i have no where else to do it. Oh well i better dash the woman is yelling at me to come down stairs and be 'sociable' oh yeah can't wait for that, awkwardness.
Over and out.
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
Friday, 9 April 2010
Hello old friend.
Well i haven't written on here for a while, but i go though phrases of writing on here every moment of every day (normally when i'm ill) and then do none! It really can't be good, not good at all!
Well today has felt like the first proper day of summer! And i got to spend it with my best friend, Chlo!
And yesterday went to paultons park! Really am far to old for that! But man do i wis h that i was 10 years old again when you can go to paultons and people not think that you are an utter freak! Hahaha went with my sister and couple of friends and oh my such a good day such a laugh!
And once again i have told myself to go on a diet and it has not worked, i really need to get some more self control when it comes to food i eat way to much for my own good! It can't be healthy well intact i know that it is not healthy at all!
And oh yes 7 days until i get my braces off, i can't wait i'm so excited! Well i'd better dash i'm shattered and i told myself that i was going to get any early night, ooops that sort of went down the window.
Well today has felt like the first proper day of summer! And i got to spend it with my best friend, Chlo!
And yesterday went to paultons park! Really am far to old for that! But man do i wis h that i was 10 years old again when you can go to paultons and people not think that you are an utter freak! Hahaha went with my sister and couple of friends and oh my such a good day such a laugh!
And once again i have told myself to go on a diet and it has not worked, i really need to get some more self control when it comes to food i eat way to much for my own good! It can't be healthy well intact i know that it is not healthy at all!
And oh yes 7 days until i get my braces off, i can't wait i'm so excited! Well i'd better dash i'm shattered and i told myself that i was going to get any early night, ooops that sort of went down the window.
Friday, 5 February 2010
Sunday, 31 January 2010
that can't be good.
I do this shit way to much for my own good, you've got to be bored from reading the shit that comes out of my mouth these days! Anyways so spend the day with the famo, and like every one of my cousins and shit have got a partner (apart from the younger ones, obviously!) And then there is me, how depressing! Just sat there by my self!
d e p r e s s i n g!
Anyways, so the mother thinks that i'm getting better? But to be fair, i feel the worst i have felt out of all of the days! And she thinks that i should go in tomorrow, but i really can't be fucked!! Just need another week off to sort my head out and to blog, of course! But hey ho what you going to do?
oh yeah got some good news! i'm over ....alex! I realized it when in the rather long car journey had to think about something to keep me sane! But i thought about it and thought that it was the most ridiculous thought that i had ever thought and that we are friends, and that's about it. Nothing more nothing less, yeah? Well at least until the next time i have another big think, (doesn't come often!)
Ok i'm checking out! Most likely will be on later to complain abit more or write about something which makes no sense what so ever! Who gives a fuck! Eh?
d e p r e s s i n g!
Anyways, so the mother thinks that i'm getting better? But to be fair, i feel the worst i have felt out of all of the days! And she thinks that i should go in tomorrow, but i really can't be fucked!! Just need another week off to sort my head out and to blog, of course! But hey ho what you going to do?
oh yeah got some good news! i'm over ....alex! I realized it when in the rather long car journey had to think about something to keep me sane! But i thought about it and thought that it was the most ridiculous thought that i had ever thought and that we are friends, and that's about it. Nothing more nothing less, yeah? Well at least until the next time i have another big think, (doesn't come often!)
Ok i'm checking out! Most likely will be on later to complain abit more or write about something which makes no sense what so ever! Who gives a fuck! Eh?
Saturday, 30 January 2010
can't sleep.
Ok so been awake for millions of hours now and it's really starting to piss me off! Maybe the reason that i can't sleep is because of the amount of bloody red bull that i consume! It's ridiculous! But man i'm addicted!! It's like my drug! Anyways so the hole ebay thing? Not really working out as i planned? turns out other people don't want my shit either! But to be fair it has only been a couple of hours.
Skype has got to be one of the worlds best inventions, ever! It's brilliant! Me and my friend georgia say that it is the new way to go! Soon everybody will be skyping, and we will be total legends! Well at least we hope they will otherwise we will look like such idiots! Oh well, who gives a fuck?
Anyways spent my HOLE day tweeting! Stalking mike bailey and tom sturridge, because i have nothing else better to do! And to make matters worse i had to cancel plans for last night and tonight due to being fucking ill!! Does my head in! Oh well, life goes on! (well at least i hope it does!).
Ok so it 20 to 2 and i'm sat in my bed in my matching stripy trousers and top p.j's (which are way to small for me and i look like i should be in a prison cell) writing my blog which doesn't even make sense, and most likely nobody even reads apart from me. Oh well not as if even takes that much notice of me anyways.
Me and georgia are having one of our many conversations on skype and she's been out all night a 'dinner doo' and her boyfriend who lives about 4 hours away stayed up to this ridiculous hour just so hey could say hey, and now he's sining to her! That's cute!
But i'm not really into the hole love at first sight? Or love to that matter and kissing in public barf! Core man, i need to lighten up!
Anyways fellow bloggers i'm going to try and hit the sheet before i say something else witch nobody give a jack shit about.
Skype has got to be one of the worlds best inventions, ever! It's brilliant! Me and my friend georgia say that it is the new way to go! Soon everybody will be skyping, and we will be total legends! Well at least we hope they will otherwise we will look like such idiots! Oh well, who gives a fuck?
Anyways spent my HOLE day tweeting! Stalking mike bailey and tom sturridge, because i have nothing else better to do! And to make matters worse i had to cancel plans for last night and tonight due to being fucking ill!! Does my head in! Oh well, life goes on! (well at least i hope it does!).
Ok so it 20 to 2 and i'm sat in my bed in my matching stripy trousers and top p.j's (which are way to small for me and i look like i should be in a prison cell) writing my blog which doesn't even make sense, and most likely nobody even reads apart from me. Oh well not as if even takes that much notice of me anyways.
Me and georgia are having one of our many conversations on skype and she's been out all night a 'dinner doo' and her boyfriend who lives about 4 hours away stayed up to this ridiculous hour just so hey could say hey, and now he's sining to her! That's cute!
But i'm not really into the hole love at first sight? Or love to that matter and kissing in public barf! Core man, i need to lighten up!
Anyways fellow bloggers i'm going to try and hit the sheet before i say something else witch nobody give a jack shit about.
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