Life's perfect. The sun shining, brilliant exam results, amazing friends, the perfect boyfriend, people who i love, nobody to say a word about me or to say a bad word about them, the perfect bikini body, what perfection!
Lies. Only one of those is true, can you guess which one? Yes that's right, the sun shining. What an amazing feeling it must be to say those sort of things. Most of my friends hate me, i only have one best friend who i can tell everything to and i have a brilliant time with and i miss her because she doesn't really come into school but she told me that she is going to make more of an effort, which is good news. Exam's are going terribly! No boyfriend, i have got to be the worst person at relationships and i have not yet met somebody who is as shit as me. And everybody has got one or more bad word to say about me. Oh yes, perfection. The truth is, is that there is no such thing as perfect! Unless your middle name is perfect, then lucky lucky you!
Well sorry about the moaning, but i have no where else to do it. Oh well i better dash the woman is yelling at me to come down stairs and be 'sociable' oh yeah can't wait for that, awkwardness.
Over and out.
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
Friday, 9 April 2010
Hello old friend.
Well i haven't written on here for a while, but i go though phrases of writing on here every moment of every day (normally when i'm ill) and then do none! It really can't be good, not good at all!
Well today has felt like the first proper day of summer! And i got to spend it with my best friend, Chlo!
And yesterday went to paultons park! Really am far to old for that! But man do i wis h that i was 10 years old again when you can go to paultons and people not think that you are an utter freak! Hahaha went with my sister and couple of friends and oh my such a good day such a laugh!
And once again i have told myself to go on a diet and it has not worked, i really need to get some more self control when it comes to food i eat way to much for my own good! It can't be healthy well intact i know that it is not healthy at all!
And oh yes 7 days until i get my braces off, i can't wait i'm so excited! Well i'd better dash i'm shattered and i told myself that i was going to get any early night, ooops that sort of went down the window.
Well today has felt like the first proper day of summer! And i got to spend it with my best friend, Chlo!
And yesterday went to paultons park! Really am far to old for that! But man do i wis h that i was 10 years old again when you can go to paultons and people not think that you are an utter freak! Hahaha went with my sister and couple of friends and oh my such a good day such a laugh!
And once again i have told myself to go on a diet and it has not worked, i really need to get some more self control when it comes to food i eat way to much for my own good! It can't be healthy well intact i know that it is not healthy at all!
And oh yes 7 days until i get my braces off, i can't wait i'm so excited! Well i'd better dash i'm shattered and i told myself that i was going to get any early night, ooops that sort of went down the window.
Friday, 5 February 2010
Sunday, 31 January 2010
that can't be good.
I do this shit way to much for my own good, you've got to be bored from reading the shit that comes out of my mouth these days! Anyways so spend the day with the famo, and like every one of my cousins and shit have got a partner (apart from the younger ones, obviously!) And then there is me, how depressing! Just sat there by my self!
d e p r e s s i n g!
Anyways, so the mother thinks that i'm getting better? But to be fair, i feel the worst i have felt out of all of the days! And she thinks that i should go in tomorrow, but i really can't be fucked!! Just need another week off to sort my head out and to blog, of course! But hey ho what you going to do?
oh yeah got some good news! i'm over ....alex! I realized it when in the rather long car journey had to think about something to keep me sane! But i thought about it and thought that it was the most ridiculous thought that i had ever thought and that we are friends, and that's about it. Nothing more nothing less, yeah? Well at least until the next time i have another big think, (doesn't come often!)
Ok i'm checking out! Most likely will be on later to complain abit more or write about something which makes no sense what so ever! Who gives a fuck! Eh?
d e p r e s s i n g!
Anyways, so the mother thinks that i'm getting better? But to be fair, i feel the worst i have felt out of all of the days! And she thinks that i should go in tomorrow, but i really can't be fucked!! Just need another week off to sort my head out and to blog, of course! But hey ho what you going to do?
oh yeah got some good news! i'm over ....alex! I realized it when in the rather long car journey had to think about something to keep me sane! But i thought about it and thought that it was the most ridiculous thought that i had ever thought and that we are friends, and that's about it. Nothing more nothing less, yeah? Well at least until the next time i have another big think, (doesn't come often!)
Ok i'm checking out! Most likely will be on later to complain abit more or write about something which makes no sense what so ever! Who gives a fuck! Eh?
Saturday, 30 January 2010
can't sleep.
Ok so been awake for millions of hours now and it's really starting to piss me off! Maybe the reason that i can't sleep is because of the amount of bloody red bull that i consume! It's ridiculous! But man i'm addicted!! It's like my drug! Anyways so the hole ebay thing? Not really working out as i planned? turns out other people don't want my shit either! But to be fair it has only been a couple of hours.
Skype has got to be one of the worlds best inventions, ever! It's brilliant! Me and my friend georgia say that it is the new way to go! Soon everybody will be skyping, and we will be total legends! Well at least we hope they will otherwise we will look like such idiots! Oh well, who gives a fuck?
Anyways spent my HOLE day tweeting! Stalking mike bailey and tom sturridge, because i have nothing else better to do! And to make matters worse i had to cancel plans for last night and tonight due to being fucking ill!! Does my head in! Oh well, life goes on! (well at least i hope it does!).
Ok so it 20 to 2 and i'm sat in my bed in my matching stripy trousers and top p.j's (which are way to small for me and i look like i should be in a prison cell) writing my blog which doesn't even make sense, and most likely nobody even reads apart from me. Oh well not as if even takes that much notice of me anyways.
Me and georgia are having one of our many conversations on skype and she's been out all night a 'dinner doo' and her boyfriend who lives about 4 hours away stayed up to this ridiculous hour just so hey could say hey, and now he's sining to her! That's cute!
But i'm not really into the hole love at first sight? Or love to that matter and kissing in public barf! Core man, i need to lighten up!
Anyways fellow bloggers i'm going to try and hit the sheet before i say something else witch nobody give a jack shit about.
Skype has got to be one of the worlds best inventions, ever! It's brilliant! Me and my friend georgia say that it is the new way to go! Soon everybody will be skyping, and we will be total legends! Well at least we hope they will otherwise we will look like such idiots! Oh well, who gives a fuck?
Anyways spent my HOLE day tweeting! Stalking mike bailey and tom sturridge, because i have nothing else better to do! And to make matters worse i had to cancel plans for last night and tonight due to being fucking ill!! Does my head in! Oh well, life goes on! (well at least i hope it does!).
Ok so it 20 to 2 and i'm sat in my bed in my matching stripy trousers and top p.j's (which are way to small for me and i look like i should be in a prison cell) writing my blog which doesn't even make sense, and most likely nobody even reads apart from me. Oh well not as if even takes that much notice of me anyways.
Me and georgia are having one of our many conversations on skype and she's been out all night a 'dinner doo' and her boyfriend who lives about 4 hours away stayed up to this ridiculous hour just so hey could say hey, and now he's sining to her! That's cute!
But i'm not really into the hole love at first sight? Or love to that matter and kissing in public barf! Core man, i need to lighten up!
Anyways fellow bloggers i'm going to try and hit the sheet before i say something else witch nobody give a jack shit about.
Friday, 29 January 2010
another day in paradise.
Ok so spent another day at home in bed! watching jeramy kyle and thinking to my self, what a strange bunch of people!! I no i'm horrible! haha. Was meant to be going out to my friends for a piss-up while the rents go out on the lash, didn't turn out so much as i planned! My dad did the hole, you've been in bed all week, you're not going out tonight! So instead ended up watching 'step brothers' with my dad and brother while my mum and sister went out on the lash with family friends of ours. That film has got to be the most fucked up film i have ever seen in my life! But it did make me laugh and cheer me up from being ill all week. Yesterday i spend watching 'the boat that rocked' i have now fallen in love with tom sturridge. Maybe it is because all of the other men from it are fat, old hairy men. I don't know. But he is also friends with ANOTHER love of my life. Robert pattison and no i am not one of those crazy twilight fans, yeah ok it's an alright film, but there is just something really sexy about a vampire? This is what being ill does to you! Fantasying about vampires? Oh dear! I need to get better soon big time! So i've now made my ebay account (after many hours of confusion!) and so got most of my shit up and running and by at least a week's time i should have a little more money (fingers crossed!) and head off to camdem to spend it all!! Anyways i'm off time for bed catching the sheets early tonight! And plus jonathan ross is on!!
Thursday, 28 January 2010
hi stranger.
Haven't been on here in a while. Have been meaning to write, but just haven't had the chance. So no progress with the hole in love with the best friend issue! Although i tried to connivence my-self that i had no feelings for him what so ever! And that i was silly to even think that i did, but now, not so sure? I haven't a clue! For example, the other day we were chatting online and said "i love you" and made me go all tingly! which then made me think that i must like him? But then have been chatting to other guys and thinking about them? Oh god who knows!! Why is everything so confusing!! Help?
Been doing some of my exam's (well trying to anyways) but failed both of them!I thing that i don't get i don't get with me is, just before an exam, why don't i get the hole butterfly in the stomach thing? you know, sweaty palms shitting a brick, i get any of that shit. I guess that it is just because i don't care enough, although i wish i did, but i just can't bring my-self too! Maybe that is why i'm getting such crap results all the time? maybe if i cared then i would revise and then i would pass? But then again, maybe not!
But abit more recently i've been ill for a couple of days now so i was raiding though my wardrobe and looked at everything in disgust! 'Is this really the shit that i put on everyday?' oh dear! so went onto ebay and set my-self up an account and now selling my stuff (basically everything i own!) on there to get enough money to re-do my wardrobe! (well to go to Camdem and get everything from there!!) It's my fav! Apart from the purvey old men asking you to flash them to get stuff cheaper! Well that isn't exactly true but that's a different story for another time.
And also am in love with Alex turner! He is like the love of my life! He's just Beautiful! And i hate the fact the he is with alexa chung! Who i also want to be! I want to be her!
So that is my plan for the moment! Well until i find something more existing to do! Anyways that's me, catch you later readers.
Been doing some of my exam's (well trying to anyways) but failed both of them!I thing that i don't get i don't get with me is, just before an exam, why don't i get the hole butterfly in the stomach thing? you know, sweaty palms shitting a brick, i get any of that shit. I guess that it is just because i don't care enough, although i wish i did, but i just can't bring my-self too! Maybe that is why i'm getting such crap results all the time? maybe if i cared then i would revise and then i would pass? But then again, maybe not!
But abit more recently i've been ill for a couple of days now so i was raiding though my wardrobe and looked at everything in disgust! 'Is this really the shit that i put on everyday?' oh dear! so went onto ebay and set my-self up an account and now selling my stuff (basically everything i own!) on there to get enough money to re-do my wardrobe! (well to go to Camdem and get everything from there!!) It's my fav! Apart from the purvey old men asking you to flash them to get stuff cheaper! Well that isn't exactly true but that's a different story for another time.
And also am in love with Alex turner! He is like the love of my life! He's just Beautiful! And i hate the fact the he is with alexa chung! Who i also want to be! I want to be her!
So that is my plan for the moment! Well until i find something more existing to do! Anyways that's me, catch you later readers.
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